waiting and longing ... the rhythm ... KTG ... since last Friday I'm in the hospital: (
... somehow I felt bad, I decided to check whether at the junior all right, just in accident, in principle, is to reassure that this is about ...
... not even I took into account the options that tell me to be ... the only IP I went with the results of tests and ultrasound .... and here unfortunately it turned out that the CTG "unsatisfactory" (probably one of the hospital key-words) and I have to be .... on the observation ...
... and from these findings that the CTG differently, sometimes better, sometimes worse ... and at worst do not know why ...
... remaining tests ok ok ultrasound image, the placenta is working, sugars normalized - albeit a rather junior disputes Jul boy ... but it was not kruszynka, and yet it somehow went smoothly ...
... yesterday I had a stress test and oxytocin also came out in order to respond to the nice little "forced" cramps .... while not showing a desire for immediate viewing the world from the other side of his stomach ... not now ... . after all, still has a lot of time - it is only 36 weeks ...
... was even a chance that I leave now, opportunity almost bordering on certainty .... but today, another doctor on call, again, it disturbed night KTG (przebąkuje .... something about the induction of labor: (a there signs of perinatal rather the lack of which was very ... I wanted to make sure everything ran, "a natural rhythm ".... as in the case Julka ...
... on the other hand stays on the pathology of pregnancy (by the way who invents these names ... seasoned with the same term sick: () shows that sometimes you have to help nature, there are situations in which medical intervention is necessary and sometimes the only chance for a baby .....
... what is going on around here is unlikely to inspire a positive ... a lot of suffering, great uncertainty, waiting, medical interventions, such as when an emergency share dzieciaczka pulse disappears and the momentum needs to be done Caesarean section, and all this in a hurry, under stress and played out in front of strangers, "the women "....
... heartrending screams coming from the emerging porodówki next door ... at night crying newborns .... sore, a bit lost, "fresh" Mama, Dads excited ... not quite add breezy ...
... but there are also optimistic moments, when the "friend" from the floor - in spite of fear or pain - the baby was born healthy and strong despite all the difficult moments, and mother and child are doing well ...
... and I'm waiting .... still in doubt what will happen next .... and when this all bardzoooo miss Julia, we have been parted with only once and that one day, and now 8 nights with no daughters, and promises to be more :(.... did not think even that it be so difficult .... ....
on the one hand there is a great concern for the junior, his health and waiting for the successful finale, but on the other - the majority of thought - those nieokołoporodowych - Julka runs ... and the longing to see her, to be back home.
... .. I know that Julia is well cared for Dad ...
... that in kindergarten he is around .. and day faster fluid and a lot of interesting classes, if only "theater" ...
Julka-best actress:)
... and also help to Grandmother and Aunt ....
card:)
... but the same voice Julka become very sentimental ... unfortunately only visit the hospital from 7 years of age .... moreover I do not know whether we view shaken in - to put it mildly - the average is a good form, as indicated in sight for even a small girl who, after going through all this too ...
... As long as I have enough wonderful rave done by Jan, who brings to the hospital mich ....
... and pictures of my brave Kindergarten ...
here with the new signing a purchase:)
course in purple hello kitty:)
and the square Playground
... nice to look at this smiling smiley ... it seems that the girl gives the council a lot better than a mother ...
... as long as there remains nothing else but to arm ourselves with huge decks and humble patience await the further course of events, although the high degree of longing is great ...
.... ideally it would be before the birth, although I was able to return home a little bit, spend some time with Julia, reset "Overloaded" the head, and then return to a natural end, and a meeting with juniors in a little more comfortable ....
... and as you will see ...
