memories ... ... MATT came into the world in a way that very, very surprised us .... and it is in every aspect: time, manner, place ....
... I had planned on April 27 at the Iron KTG, and then another appointment with my gynecologist, leading ...
busy day ... Julia was a cold so mich took a day off ....
... not even imagined that this day will have a completely different course ....
.... I woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning .... no i started .... basically standard, and so "innocent ".... just like in the case Julka - simply left me in a world of water no .... it must be admitted that so specifically gone ....
... on Jul contractions only appeared after about 5 hours So from this moment and this time I hope that we have a lot of time ... oh how I counted ...
... this time we were not prepared .... so began a frantic running around the house and packing bags, snacking, to have power, even milk for Jan, who woke up at night and come with us to sleep (maybe something "sensed :)).... Luka call to my uncle to look after a cold niece, aunt Ksenki that arrived with the help of his brother ...
.... the phone to "our" Midwife .... and this in shock, so no date yet on May 15, Fortunately, at 7 o'clock came down from on-call in the hospital, she keeps an eye on (or rather the room :))... told me something to eat and slowly coming to the hospital ....
... of course, get ourselves in the morning traffic jams ... the hospital had to be around 8.30, 9.15 .... we were about, and immediately began cramping ....-
thought quickly - immediately demanded the epidural, it appeared that the results of morphology have enough "old" (the day the same time I do a "fresh", but of course I could not answer :()), That you have to repeat that the anesthesiologist could give anesthesia ....
... still standing item on the program, or IP - is the only place you can be born before they write down all those damned papiry ....
... it hurts more and more, more and more regularly .... is getting nervous .... we have the 10th, we're going .... Farrowing
... it turns out that "our" room took someone with a greater progression of labor ... it hurts .... Midwife connects me to the heartbeat .... KTG junior high .... I have to not to stress ....
what they say to me ?.... I want to anesthesia! .... apparently the anesthesiologist and anesthetized by me despite the lack of results ....
... here we have a room .... but it turns out that the progress of my delivery is so large that the anesthesia but has no chance .... panic .... it's not even the pain is stress me ... eats the head off .... somehow I wanted to like the Aug, slowly calmly, without nerves, almost no pain .... and here it hurts .... damn .... it is bearable but it will still hurt, I'm afraid if I can ... and I start to panic ... sharply
... Midwife offers bath ..... basically I do not know what I want .... no good in the end lying in the water .... probably better .... but my head suggests another projection -
if we are not to accidentally drown? - no, no! ca ..
... with one hand holding the handle of the other baths mich .... keeps me pain and I parte
...- as soon ?.... it is not impossible! .... .... but this time the voice is not stuck in my throat - I yell at all .... it improbable, that I - the essence of nature
-ethereal withdrawn - had so much power and such ... voice ....
.... it takes 10-15 minutes and the baby is already in the water .... and immediately he has for me .... I go out with the bath on the bed, me terribly cold, wrapped in a lie with her son at her breast and finally .... is well .... peace ....
... we have 11.25 - 2 hours from arrival at the hospital, over an hour in the delivery room - in a word, fast action Water! :)
.... I never thought that 'this' is the childbirth for me ..... I have a rather low resistance to pain, I am hard to mobilize, it is easy to give in, do not belong to the water screaming .... as pain relief, maybe yes, but the birth in the bathtub?, without the aid of pharmacology? - Somehow I did not fall so far in my all-analyzes the head ...
... but I gave advice and probably more I was in shock that you can and yes, than I felt hurt ... and the prize is a miracle - our Syneczek MATT! :) (Which, btw
, born on the eve of the birth of Grandfather Andrew:))
... although no small stress Fortunately all ended well and the baby and me ... and physically more quickly I came to than in the case of Jan .... maybe with the exception of "torn" :).... no throat this time and suffered mich, which in a fit of emotion and a kind of superhuman forces squeezed so hard that he left on his forearm a big blue mark :)
... what the data we were two totally different experience of our birth Dzieciaczków ... Julka delivery was slow, lazy .... even a few hours 'relaxation' in the so-called. Meanwhile, under cover of night, an intimate, almost painless, quiet ....
... Maciek birth in turn "coffee in the water", a very naturalistic action in April's warm morning, the bright sun rays, which have not hid the whole of physicality, on the contrary - the more it exposed the eclipsing a bit this "internal" and intimate dimension ....
... I think it's good that these two totally different births took place in this order:)
... and maybe I should be ready for this diversity? "... after all, since the beginning of this pregnancy I've heard from doctors, midwives, that" every pregnancy is different, every birth is different, every child is different, in principle, ".... so far is 100% true ...
... and what the kids see ... we have "April's Bureau" - from the antlers:) Jul-Aries and Macius - Taurus .... I wonder if will be the "brotherhood of antler" or "horned fight"? :)
